to write or not to write...
di ko alam kung babalik ba ako sa dating habit ng pagsulat ulit sa blog... tulad ng mga usual entries ko sa online journal ko noon...^^ god how i miss those days... i could make entries in straight english lol well that was for the benefit of some of my friends who couldn't understand tagalog... and at that time i think i was still playing orone (a MUD,multi-user dungeon) my best friend and i got addicted to it. Parang DND (dungeons and dragons) pero virtual...
reading my entries in that old blog made me miss that writing thing... i really didn't miss the "paglulupa" and all the rants i made about my life and other people (especially my eldest sister). I have actually realized that i have harbored a lot of resentment at that time. I actually had gathered a lot of anger, where that anger came from? i can't remember any more. I still have angsts, fears, and some bullshit inside my head (well we all do... especially with graduation and board exams just around the corner), but i've decided to take it one day at a time. Maybe i will write again, but i do think it won't be that soon... but one thing is for sure... it will be under a new name, probably a new blog... maybe there i will assert myself again and not be afraid of what someone might think of it... remember my entry in one of my past blogs on januray 24th, 2004? i still think i'm that person...
to that someone who wished that i would write again, actually to update my blog again:
don't worry you'll get to hear from me when i decide to write again (hehehehe parang mali ata :) kasi nagsusulat na ako :P) Siguro at that particular point in time wala na akong takot. Kailangan ko lang iorient sarili ko ulit, kasi for the past year, i have been passive, sobrang passive :) Don't worry mapapalitan na si choclit persona. Da return of the comeback kung baga! lol corny na... Also I'd like to take this opportunity to thank you, for inspiring me and a lot people. Your faith in us means a lot, especially to the people who have no faith in themselves anymore. You succeeded in making some of us cry :P (leche! di ko matanggap! kainis! >_<) You have touched the lives of a lot of people more than you know it, and I am thankful that at one point of this lifetime I was your student (kahit na pasaway ako hehe...) and you were my teacher :)
reading my entries in that old blog made me miss that writing thing... i really didn't miss the "paglulupa" and all the rants i made about my life and other people (especially my eldest sister). I have actually realized that i have harbored a lot of resentment at that time. I actually had gathered a lot of anger, where that anger came from? i can't remember any more. I still have angsts, fears, and some bullshit inside my head (well we all do... especially with graduation and board exams just around the corner), but i've decided to take it one day at a time. Maybe i will write again, but i do think it won't be that soon... but one thing is for sure... it will be under a new name, probably a new blog... maybe there i will assert myself again and not be afraid of what someone might think of it... remember my entry in one of my past blogs on januray 24th, 2004? i still think i'm that person...
to that someone who wished that i would write again, actually to update my blog again:
don't worry you'll get to hear from me when i decide to write again (hehehehe parang mali ata :) kasi nagsusulat na ako :P) Siguro at that particular point in time wala na akong takot. Kailangan ko lang iorient sarili ko ulit, kasi for the past year, i have been passive, sobrang passive :) Don't worry mapapalitan na si choclit persona. Da return of the comeback kung baga! lol corny na... Also I'd like to take this opportunity to thank you, for inspiring me and a lot people. Your faith in us means a lot, especially to the people who have no faith in themselves anymore. You succeeded in making some of us cry :P (leche! di ko matanggap! kainis! >_<) You have touched the lives of a lot of people more than you know it, and I am thankful that at one point of this lifetime I was your student (kahit na pasaway ako hehe...) and you were my teacher :)
2 Comments:
At October 3, 2005 at 10:42 PM,
Erwin Rafael said…
naks, hangdrama. :)
At October 3, 2005 at 10:48 PM,
haedi said…
hehehehe sinu kaya mas madrama sa aten?
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